Nothing left of You

I loved you.

I loved you so intensely that the love spread out in to the universe and created a new star. I named that star after you. Each alphabet of your name glowing and brimming with the unconditional love that I kept on pouring into you. I kept on pouring my love into your bottomless thirsty being.

I kept on pouring till I was all emptied out. Till my own existence became shaky and I realized that the love has all gone in vain. No matter how much I poured, I couldn’t quench your thirst. You never recognized the pouring of the love. You never acknowledged what you were receiving wasn’t what you were entitled to, but it was something I was willing to give because how dear you were to me. You were receiving the overflow of love because that’s how I was capable of loving. It was me, who only knew one way to love, wholly and solely. My existence in its entirety, dwelled in your existence because that’s what love was for me. You were a star for me who’s shine I wanted the world to see. I could see in you so many worlds, so many lives and I wanted the world to see them all.

But you drained me of what love I had in me. I don’t have anything to give now. The unconditional love has been conditioned. There’s no love.

There’s no pouring.

There’s no dwelling.

There’s nothing left of you, in me.

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